dilemma

*sigh* I'm really really aching to travel more. I still got this long list of places to go to. I still haven't used my underwater camera and I really hope I do so pretty soon. It's really hard to pursue all these plans especially if I want to save up for my wedding. Something has got to give. I probably should learn how to practice delayed gratification, but there's a part of me who wants to live in the now and seize the moment. I want to live my life in the fullest. It would be hard to pursue traveling when I have kids already since my priorities would have to really change by then. Oh well.